it's saturday. yay...
i've been enjoying my classes. really participating and focussing. in fact i think i might possibly be the loudest. so far i feel that i have a positive response from most lecturers. one or two may feel confused though at my exuberance. the rest of the class are very quiet and well... mature thinkers probably. i am obviously the psycho. haha. whatever. i'm enjoying myself.
i've had time to reflect during classes cause that's what they want us to do. reflect on ourselves as teachers and how we reacted, on what we have done. it's like opening doors to discussions on how to become effective-reflective teachers. too bad i'm running away after this course to the office. i hope i get either masters or an office job. yeah i can't teach no more. crap at it. i love studying. i'm very blessed to be studying with ezrin.
she complements me well. whenever i get blur...she just comes out and put me right. she's also very patient with my bullshit. i need friends like that. i've been so lucky. Alhamdulillah
i'm trying to get my head around phonetics. i failed during my b.ed in phonetics. it's the one thing i couldn't understand. but i'm trying to overcome that weakness now. i have weaknesses i'm trying to overcome. so many obstacles due to my own pride and ego that i need to dissolve. With Allah's grace, i hope i'll be able to. i really want to excel this time. to prove to myself that i'm not such a loser.
i've been enjoying my classes. really participating and focussing. in fact i think i might possibly be the loudest. so far i feel that i have a positive response from most lecturers. one or two may feel confused though at my exuberance. the rest of the class are very quiet and well... mature thinkers probably. i am obviously the psycho. haha. whatever. i'm enjoying myself.
i've had time to reflect during classes cause that's what they want us to do. reflect on ourselves as teachers and how we reacted, on what we have done. it's like opening doors to discussions on how to become effective-reflective teachers. too bad i'm running away after this course to the office. i hope i get either masters or an office job. yeah i can't teach no more. crap at it. i love studying. i'm very blessed to be studying with ezrin.
she complements me well. whenever i get blur...she just comes out and put me right. she's also very patient with my bullshit. i need friends like that. i've been so lucky. Alhamdulillah
i'm trying to get my head around phonetics. i failed during my b.ed in phonetics. it's the one thing i couldn't understand. but i'm trying to overcome that weakness now. i have weaknesses i'm trying to overcome. so many obstacles due to my own pride and ego that i need to dissolve. With Allah's grace, i hope i'll be able to. i really want to excel this time. to prove to myself that i'm not such a loser.
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