Thursday, December 25, 2008

kspk

i'm going for a one year course called Kursus Sijil Perguruan Khas (KSPK) starting on the 5th of January. it's funded by KPM. i applied through the online form which came out in middle of november. you have to check www.moe.gov.my often to get all the latest news and application forms.
two friends of mine went for this course 2 years back. that was the first time i heard of it. i decided to apply this year simply because i didn't get my masters scholarship, so having no money and not wanting to stay in school with all the stress, i applied for KSPK.
Alhamdulillah i got it. just the thing i needed to get myself back on my feet, to clear my head. at least alleviate the stress of being at school.
those who've taught in KL schools and actually do proper work would understand the stress. there are the few brazen ones naturally who does nothing except yap and expect the world to revolve around them. it's in every office most probably. and very unfortunate too.
i've also applied for a masters scholarship again. my second time. the advert came out online in early to mid december. closing date is the 5th of January 2009. my friend and i both submitted our forms to the JPN yesterday. the same friend who also applied for KSPK with me and we'll be studying together. hahahaha
i am so grateful to have a friend with me on the same page, on the same journey. we've known each other since college. roomies too. i've been lucky in life to find many gems who i am proud to call friends. it could be a lonely thing being a teacher. having other teachers and non-teachers supporting you helps a lot.
i'm gonna miss the kids next year. but i needed this. i'm practically breaking down already. the body, the mind and the spirit.
there are really tough people out there teaching non-stop. i need my space. if i were to get (i really hope i do) my masters, then it'll be 2 more years of studying. i'm looking forward to it.

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